The shivers down my spine

The tremble in my hands

I can’t lie and say they ain’t real

But this mind of mine

And this coal-drenched heart

Won’t accept this to be real

The touch, the feel

The sounds that appease

It won’t understand that this is real

The words you utter,

The butterflies in my stomach that flutter

It just ignores and pretend they aren’t real

The feeling that grows

From the nose to my toes

It just won’t allow for it to be real

The depth in your eyes and what lies inside

Yes, my heart is too scared to ask what is real

I know it's crappy...I know I am supposed to have blogged about moving to Malay and all about changes and everything...but my mind is kinda blank these, here it is...yours truly, confused as ever... :)