I miss waking up to you shouting out that its getting late for school, and yet having to eat a whole breakfast before i can get out of the house..

I miss that delicious taste any food has when its cooked by you...and the weird way that i can figure out whether it was you who made it...

I miss the fact that i can hug you any time i want and you would hug me back even though im sweaty/kuni moona/soaking wet...

I miss the fact that you came to my house every single day for tiutions...and would so annoyingly wake me up from my beauty sleep...and be all perky...(wow, you are annoyin >.<)..but you also let me cancel a whole lotta those classes so we could go somewhere else or just hangout...

I miss that i could just call you up and go shopping without a cent in my wallet, and still be pretty damn satisfied...

I miss the three of us hanging out together, goin to lilies...i miss the red candle nights..the burn-the-stuff-your-ex-gave nights...and the crazy way we act when we get together...

I miss complaining about boyfriends and bitching about exes with you guys...

I miss the gossip and the dumb talks...and the weird way in which ppl keep confusing the both of us...and i miss zig zagging with you...

I miss how we totally bitch at each other and still hug like we are sisters at the end of the day...

I miss being your hubby/wrockstar..

I miss having a wifey...

and Im pretty sure grey misses chang..or the other way around...

I miss annoying you at class(and vice cersa!)..and making you cut classes...and your weird ideas..

I miss how we got each other soo well...and we could be dark and gloomy together

I miss the three of us havin fun in the student room...and all the dumb and weird stuff we talked about..i miss coke and crapppy chocolate...and bitching about moonis (no offence to you dear)

I miss mig-ing you...and i miss your soo lovable hugs...and i mss the beautifully unique way you look at the world...i miss how you are so bouncy and serene all at the same time..and all that strong faith you had..

I miss how you walked me home...with the weirdest of reasons...and made us take the longer route

I miss the midnight walks...I miss being able to say anything..any possible thing and knowing you are not going to hold it against me...

I miss roadhamas...

I miss the weirdo games we played...expecially upside down dart thingy..!

I miss knowing that i could go out at the hottest hour of the day and still have someone right next to me to walk with...

I miss ice cream after school...and the black jokes...

I miss the cup...

I miss random sms's at the middle of the night for no partcular reason...

I miss going to the shows with everybody

I do not miss the curfews... >.<

I miss our nerubathi...

I miss the guy me...I miss how we agreed on pretty much everything...I miss you being an annoying know-it-all awesome person :P

I miss my emergency transport and food partner.. :P I miss you calling up to get enmen together...and 'kameh raavan hingaaba' :P

I miss girly shoppin sprees!...

I miss being on the phone 18/7

I miss how much we effected each other...and how much i trusted you...i miss taking care of you in every possible way i could...

I miss that i could call you up anytime and you would hear me out...thank you for being the stronger one...

I miss you saying the cutest of things at the exact right time...even though you are completely clueless...

I miss you waking up in the middle of the night and climbing into my bed to sleep next to me...

I miss the way you talk..and smile..and your stupid lil tantrums...

I miss your tiny lil hugs...i can't believe im not there to see you grow up...

I miss you gettin bored and coming to my room to talk for no particular reason..

I miss gettin pissed at you for no particular reason (sorry man.. :P)

I miss our photo sessions and talks...i miss hearing about your day and answering awkward questions.. :P

I miss movie nights...and the time when mum left and we had to survive without food

I miss you helping me out of crappy situations...and beng so motherly with me..

I miss you coming to my room just to talk...and sometimes bringing a boduberu from your boyfriend with ya :p

I miss how you always sided with me..and how you always knew the right stuff to say...and i didn't (but i tried to ) you are the closest i have to a sister...(i can't believe you are coming here..yay!)

I miss going to villingilli...i miss the sleepovers..

I miss going to seahouse just to eat the blueberry cheesecake

I miss how the waiter there knows us and has a crush on you :P

I miss goin to the raalhugandu and just stare out at the ocean...

I miss you picking me up wherever i am...no questions asked...

I miss fizzes...and french vanilla coffee...

I miss getting high on coffee and sugar

I miss creeping out of the house at night just for a goodnight kiss...

I miss lying down and looking at the stars...

I miss sending random sms's in the middle of the night...

I miss having mig33 when the internet connection is lost...

I miss being called pink...

I miss the long sms's that sent tingles down my spine...

I miss beng able to trust people with what they say...

I miss unda jehun

I miss going to bed excited about the plans for tomorrow...

I miss talking and actually having a person understand what the fuck im saying...

I miss all the hugs i got...

I miss people dropping me off at home..

I miss how my place always ends up being the gathering point for everybody...

I miss playing sports i didn't know...and having huge bruises everywhere...

I miss how you can talk about poop and fart and still sound cool..

I miss baywatch cafe'...and 'fulhi kendun'

I miss how my mum never let us stay in my room with my door locked..but she's cool with everybody else..

I miss our 'study sessions'

I miss break times after study sessions

I miss walking back home...or runnng back home mostly..

I miss planning for prom night, and other huge events..that the islamic ministry forbids..

I miss cutting class and going to jumhoori maidhan or sultan park or the souvenior shops or wherever we pleased...

I miss going to your place and eating chocolate cake after class...

I miss your grandmother's garden on the terrace of your house...

I miss sharing clothes...

I miss the fulhi-bombs...the 'key' fghts..and all the other trouble you all would get into all the time...

I miss the chocolate fudge from fizzes that you would always buy for me...

I miss girl-watching :P

I miss olive garden!

I miss going to marble to see the ships and the moon...

I miss the weird things we did for money...lorry rides...pineapple balls..

I miss you all so much...

and I really am starting to hate these damn *hug*s...

and so i put a lil tiny flag on my side bar!!

a tribute to my country...

of course ill take it off if we loose!

*shrugs*

that's the hubul vathan of today my friend...

thinking of moving to wordpress....

any ideas on which ones better? O_O

The shivers down my spine

The tremble in my hands

I can’t lie and say they ain’t real

But this mind of mine

And this coal-drenched heart

Won’t accept this to be real

The touch, the feel

The sounds that appease

It won’t understand that this is real

The words you utter,

The butterflies in my stomach that flutter

It just ignores and pretend they aren’t real

The feeling that grows

From the nose to my toes

It just won’t allow for it to be real

The depth in your eyes and what lies inside

Yes, my heart is too scared to ask what is real

I know it's crappy...I know I am supposed to have blogged about moving to Malay and all about changes and everything...but my mind is kinda blank these days...so, here it is...yours truly, confused as ever... :)

The silver lining along the cloud
The drops of sunshine through the haze
A humble ounce of beauty
...visible in this atrocious place

There is a world where hope
And dreams can last for all time
A wondrous place to go
You'll know it when your heart finds

Hearing our song as old as rhyme
Hold my hand we're gonna fly
What a magic ride
And just a kiss away

If you can dream
The wish we're making
On a star is coming true
The colours of the wind will lead
My heart right back to you

'Cause if you can dream
Reflections in a diamond sky
Come shining on true
Romance will always be so new
And love will save the day
If you can dream

Someday my prince will come
It's certain as the sun rise
One day the slipper fits
Then you see the love in his eyes

It's a tale as old as time
There's no mountain we can't climb
When you're finally mine
And just a kiss away

If you can dream
The wish we're making
On a star is coming true
The colours of the wind will lead
My heart right back to you

'Cause if you can dream
Reflections in a diamond sky
Come shining on true
Romance will always be so new
And love will save the day
If you can dream

So the story goes
Never die the rose
There's a whole new world
Waiting there for us
(Waiting just for us)

If you can dream
The wish we're making
On a star is coming true
The colours of the wind will lead
My heart right back to you

'Cause if you can dream
Reflections in a diamond sky
Come shining on true
Romance will always be so new
And love will save the day
Love will say the day
If you can dream

this is an official disney song; A song that is written specially for the Disney Princess franchise. It features the voice of Jodi Benson as Ariel, Judy Kuhn as Pocahontas, Paige O'Hara as Belle, Lea Salonga as Jasmine and Mulan, Christie Houser as Aurora and Susan Stevens Logan as Cinderella.

you can check out the video in here...

Joel: I can't see anything that I don't like about you.
Clementine: But you will! But you will. You know, you will think of things. And I'll get bored
with you and feel trapped because that's what happens with me.
Joel: Okay.
Clementine: [pauses] Okay.

From the script of :
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind 2004