Ignorance....is bliss

Its amazing how easily you can ignore things..pretend it doesn’t need to be taken care of..pretend its not important…or just pretend its invisible…that its not there…you spend hours and hours of your day watching the tv…or playing music…while you have a cv to be made…university applications to send out..classes to apply for…obligations…duties…responsibilies…but you just sit…infront of the tv…or staring at the ceiling…and just not think about any of the things you have to do…

Why? ‘cause you are scared ofcourse. You are afraid of what might happen if you do try…if you try to do the things others havn’t tried before…you are scared you might screw up…and end up a failure…so you just don’t want to start…’cause you never know until you try….and not knowing, just might save you from the sorrows…the failure…the unhappiness…

So, yeah, im scared…im scared to move on with my life…I’m scared that I’m not gonna be the person that I’m expected to be…the person I want to be…and trying and failing…it’s just not an option anymore…

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