I think...

i think
and i think again...
but yet...
why can't i find
the reason for your smile
the happiness that jolts
straight from your eyes
the moment they sieze
infront of mine
i wonder if ever you realise
that it really isnt me
and its you
that makes everything so worthwhile
and the silences i create
are unavoidable
beacause what i have to say
is just too doubtful
and what i have realised
is just too painful
and so i rest my case
and i start thinking again..

(drawing: Person At The Window by Salvador Dali)